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Hi i am a pHD studnt in south wales (uk). i Live with my fiance of a few years. I have a horse called stan, and i keep him at a stables where i sometimes teach horse riding too. (When i get the time)!
Im also a singer songwriter, and me and my other half are in the process of putting a band together. Our first single had a bit of radio play on welsh channels , and the new stuff is soooo much better!!

For me i guess it started when i was about 9. I decided to become vegitarian, which in a welsh viallage was unheard of. I loved denying myself food. From here i became increasingly aware about my body, and skiped meals, over exercised etc for years. I lost a lot of weight when i was 16 and was really weak... it got called glandular fever. But i loved the fact i could get away eating only a litle dinner, and i loved the bones...

At 18 i was bulimic, and from there i went through serious bouts of it, got really obbssed exercising. Ended up in bed for nearly a month ot two due to been so weak.

I started restricting when i was 19, lost lots of weight. I exercised every day and had a lovely stomach!!! I then went through bulimic urges when i started to eat again, due to pressuers from outsiders (Crap).

I self harmed for a bit, the relief was great. But i have stopped because it hurs my fiance so much.

Last year i lost a lot of weight. And got made to go to the docs.

And hence bulimia made me put weight on when i was made to eat again. ugh

So im at a clinic that are trying to make me eat reguarily, and the 3 week plan seems perfect to hide it!

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